Thank you for this:
Originally Posted by
Summerpeach 
yes, it can be love. Not every dam*n feeling is codependency. It's ok to love someone and it's ok to miss them
And for this:
Not all addicts are useless scabs that are never worthy of love in case they relapse.
phineus, I do hope you start to feel better soon. Let yourself grieve, but look towards the future too!