Yeah, it's really hard at first. The thing is, if you go back, more than likely, you will end up back at the same place at some point. Keep yourself busy...don't go home from work and sit and cry, find somthing to do or somewhere to go. Keep your mind active. The more you sit around and mope, the longer you are going to feel like you are feeling now. I know it is easy to say these things, but remember, many, MANY of us have been right where you are and we are speaking from experience. Hang in there. It gets better.