Lisa, I think you will do what you want to do regardless of what is right for you...and that is ok. We all have to learn from our own mistakes. If we took everyones advice off the bat then I doubt many of us would be here. Most here have learnt through their own mistakes so it is with wisdom and care that many replies have been written and the want to "save" you the heart ache that we have been through. Even if you do give him another chance...keep posting and educate yourself about the characteristics of alcoholics. Knowledge is power. xx