I remember mourning, but I can't remember if it was the booze, coke, or both. Nonetheless, I remember mourning.
If you think about it, its absolutely baffling that you would grieve over a substance that has wreck havoc on your and sometimes people close to you.
Anyways, Jack, John, and Jim are no longer my friends. We had a falling out. They bite me in the ass too many times.