It's funny you said that Cece... I too discovered I could cuss like a sailor. I didn't always direct it at my A, but instead at some poor unsuspecting bystander who happened to mildly tick me off about something inane and silly. I found that I would misdirect my anger and frustration
Me too. I never cuss in general, but when I would spew, it would not be pretty. I hope I never feel that much anger, hatred and disgust ever again. It consumed me for a while.
Thanks Jap - (it was an abusive marriage - lying, stealing, manipulation, threats, and having to sleep with your car keys & purse under your pillow - that's emotional abuse! and that is an abusive marriage !) You're right.