It is so hard to get the reality of some things for example what Bucyn said about
"Harassment is not love. Stalking is not love. Calling 100 times a day is not love. Love is very different. "
and deep inside I know thatīs so true because if he doesnīt even loves himself how can he loves someone else? it hurts to know that but is true he was just using me because he knew that I was his complete support and that I always did everything for him!!
He often said:
" PROMISE THAT THIS WILL NEVER, EVER HAPPEN AGAIN!!! EVER!!"
and now Iīm starting to realize that I donīt deserve that kind of life full of lies and broken promises and again Iīm so thankful to all of you guys because Iīve been 5 days without answering his calls or texts even though he sents me lots of text I simply donīt respond him and it hurts sometimes more and sometimes less but Iīm trying to be strong that way I can get out of this crazy live forever!!
I love him with all of my heart but I really hope I can be strong enough to stay away from him
