I just want to say thank you to all of you! today I have like 20 missed calls of him and because Iīm reading all of your great advises I have not answer any of those calls!! is so difficult my heart hurts so bad because I miss him but I donīt want to get hurt again by him!! Coffee drinker I guess that you are right about some things because in my family alcoholism and drougs has affected a lot I even had a cousin that died because of it!! and besides of that my dad died because of an accident years ago and when I found him I felt that I had someone to protect me again... I know that I have to be strong but my heart feels like it is broken in so many pieces
