So wow. I got up this morning feeling okay for the first time in awhile. However, the guilt got a little intense driving to work. I realized that I promised to help her with getting her dad death certificate, told her not to worry about the probate. Also let her know not to worry about her taxes I would. I feel horrible for this. I am a woman of my word. See in all the times she would stay out all night or go drinking the bank account was never touched. I wonder if she was getting her crack else where???? I know her friends would buy her all the alcohol she wanted. I am just so tired of feeling guilty for taking care of me. I miss the girl I met and adored.