Hi Jessijoy - I love your name
There is another thread very similar, actually they are all very similar right?
I think in order to make a plan and put it into action you have to be your most desperate.
To move forward and stop all the doubting and second guessing...
You have to image that your LIFE DEPENDS ON THIS.
What would you do if someone broke into your house - was going to hurt you - hurt your kids. You'd react - immediately. You would fight back as if your life depended on it.
right? what is the difference now? this man wants to hurt you (emotionally maybe physically). Hurt your children. ( is not causing them damage?)
just react - stop thinking so much. Stop being the victim.
The problem is that this is the son that is more like me and that my husband isn’t as nice to.
And this just sound crazy - this is his biological child?