Actually,when I think about it,maybe going was good because it pretty much woke me up again,gave me that invisible slap,like what the heck are you doing again.I knew I was going to get hurt,but I felt that I needed that final conclusion that this is it,no more. The phone thing also helped,because I had found out what happened and even though it was wrong to go through his phone,it definitely made me realize that I NEED to move on.It just made it easier,so I don't know,but that was my way of dealing with things.
I did delete everything,phone number/facebook/etc. I just have to remember,that life moves on,it's going to be hard the first couple of days,but I will survive.And I would like to thank ALL OF YOU who read that post and got your brain hurt from reading it,haha I apologize. I will keep coming back and try to respond to everyone's post as well,because you guys sure did help me.