Hi Everyone,
Let me just say that I owe alot to the people on SR. Every day I come on here and read the great advice that is given and I really apreciate people responding to my posts. It makes me feel not so alone or crazy!!
The question that I keep coming back to is why? Why did my partner choose to cut me out of his life when he started his recovery but choose to keep the people who enabled him to drink and do drugs in his life? Last I spoke with him he has not had a drink in 2 months, but he is still on the prescription drugs. These people who enabled him are now also paying for his rent and his car payments ($2500 a month!). My thinking is that they are not letting him hit rock bottom and be accountable for himself.... maybe that is why he choose them and not me?
I'm currently 4 days NC and it is SO hard but I am going to be strong.... but I keep asking myself why them and not me?