FormerDoorMat,
That was a lot of fear. I am sorry that you went through that. Fearing he would die, if you did not keep an eye on it, that is so sad. we should not have to go through that. I know it is an illness like any other, but unlike any other, too. Where they get better, or are more likely to, if they are unattended.
feel the fear,and do it anyway. I want to be that brave, and soon.
hugs,chicory