today he told me he would like me to be a little more helpful and supportive.
Right
I am a co-dependent for f**k sake - that is what I do best.
just wondering if any if it is real - am I just fooling myself?
Sometimes it's hard - trying to be better person, act in a certain way and as much as I know I shouldn't look for validation from anyone but it would be nice to feel appreciated. (of course if I expressed that his retort would be that I never appreciate him) so I why bother. freaking gaslighter!
just feeling bad for myself today. never mind
I'll feel better after my class I always do