Losing It..
I'm about to lose my phone/net and maybe my electric. Not only that,but I'm about to lose my mind as well.
It makes me think of my XABF. I did everything for him when HE was DOWN,but where is HE when *I* need help? He's no where to be found. He would rather play Facebook games to try to make me upset.
He is living his "new life" next to his "crush" so I am of absolutely no use to him now. I can't help but still love (and I shouldn't.)but I miss him.
She is now "Friends" with one of his brothers on Facebook. I don't know why I care.
If she's interested in him,she can have him.
Ugh. I just wish I could get everything in MY life straight.
Does it EVER get better?