I love to go with my friends and have drinks or wine.
I threw away hundreds of dollars of top shelf alcohol years ago, when I realized there was a problem. Not because he would drink it (he was beer and whiskey guy) but because I hated it and the trouble it caused.
I felt guilty for a long time cause I could drink and enjoy it - so I didn't.
But now I don't feel that way. I'll socially drink with my friends or even if I go to dinner with my RAH I'll have a glass of wine. He's good with it. There was a time when he wasn't
I don't drink at home at all - no real desire to.
It's your life - do what you like. Cheers