Very well put LaTeeDa. I am so sorry that you are going through this, but please do not allow yourself to feel guilty. You tried to stay by her side, but she, as most alcoholics do, took this for granted and thought it allowed her the freedom to act in whatever crazy manner she chose. Stay strong, you will get through this! I am 6 weeks broken up with my XABF and it is still hard, but has gotten so much easier. ((((Hugs))))