Well, things have gone well today.....I've only had a couple of moments that I felt unstable....not mad....mostly sad....so I left everyone and went to the beach and read a book for a while.....It's just weird to see him like this...like his old self toward everyone except me.....He hasn't been mean or rude....just standoffish....Kind of confusing to my codependant head.....
I have spent last night and today contemplating the lesson I need to learn here....One of course is to not believe what he says....I just feel like there is something bigger here that I'm not quite getting yet.....I will figure it out though....
Last night I really wanted to leave...Not for any bad reason....I just felt awkward....But I have had so much fun today with the kids and the inlaws...I am certainly not taking a moment of this time for granted....