of my ex. I also went to the pool we used to hang out at when we were together today with our baby. I was fine I did not even think of him until I got in the car to drive away. The tears started coming and would'nt stop. My son is 14 months and was sitting in the back car seat and all I could think was he is missing this. My ex-AB and father to my baby is missing all this fun, my sons life. All the giggles, teaching him to swim, I loved him so much. We tried to get pregnant for almost a year. After 10 months I conceived my son. I stopped drinking he never did. i had to kick him out. He never cleaned up and now he is missing everything. I thought my heart had healed, but I guess every now and then it still hurts. Thanks for reading
