Originally Posted by
lisa41580 
I guess because it hurts so much to think of my life without him in it. I don't feel that everything would be "okay" with me.
That's a hell of a lot of (unfair) responsibility to lay on him. I have dated men who smothered me, made me feel responsible for their happiness, and to be blunt, in the end.. I couldn't get far enough away from them.
Find yourself..