Originally Posted by
Learn2Live 
Lisa,
What kind of relationship would you LIKE to have? Reading your post makes me very sick to my stomach because you have described the dynamic of one or two of my previous relationships almost to a "T". And I can tell ya', they were never the kind of relationship I wanted to have.
I can't say I am perfect...I know it takes two to argue, fight, whatever. I would love to have a relationship with him...I've been in my share of bad relationships and I wouldn't classify this as one of them. He really is an amazing person...we've gotten very close...he knows me better than most people. I can't stand the thought of not having him in my life. I feel like this is happening out of the blue and I just have no idea how to handle it.
I really don't feel like it's over yet...for either of us......