Taking: It is tough now that I am questioning what was real and what was not.
It probably safe to just assume everything was a lie. It's just easier than trying to figure it all out.
It is easier to talk to people that get it, cause my friend and family really don't. When I talk to others who were with addicts, its like we talk the same language.
I pray i forget this language one day.
A place that's real? I forgot what real is. Peace will come and my sanity will return.
My goal is to be around healthy people again. He wasn't a moster, but is not healthy. He messed up good and maybe this was his bottom. I know this was my bottom.
You're so right, his lack of remose, empathy and taking responsbility for what he did, does make this SO much easier. It makes me angry and anger is a great motivator to healing.
Thank you for your kind words of encouragment. I need them right now.
I'm really hurting........bad!!!