Old 08-10-2010, 07:03 AM
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recycle
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..because it is not going to help.

I am desperately behind on two projects, and the ca-ca will likely hit the fan today and tomorrow. One project is salvageable, the other is not. Both clients are going to be disappointed in me. Letting people down and screwing something up are two of my most powerful triggers. But I know I am just going to have to face the music. Drinking is not going to help. It would just be a temporary dodge that leads nowhere but downward.

On some level I know I created this situation on purpose. An effort at self-sabotage. I am giving notice to the dealer inside my brain, that this will not work!

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