hey,he's actually going good now,maybe I'll let these walls down" but no,it's only been a week,like I said.I came to realize that we'll never have a normal relationship until he straightens up.
a week
I sit here so confused - why do we do this?
I just read a thread from a woman who is finally letting go after 10 years. Another post from a woman who gave up 23 years of her life.
Why do tolerate it for 20% happiness - for a couple of good moments.
Even if he's let me down a million times,he's my best friend,I'm not gonna abandon him,but if it means I have to leave him then I will.
REALLY!! when after 10 years have been wasted and your 35ish. WHY?
Read the sadness in these threads - the pain.
Read the ones that you're thinking don't apply to you, maybe cause they are married and have children and seem so different from you.
Because that is where your life is headed.
Sometimes things turn out well, sometimes! - but is it worth the HELL you'll have to go through to get there?! You have no idea what you are in for.
(But we'll keep are trying to tell you, cause that's what we are here for)
Christie