Lexie,
I hope to get to that point sometime soon. I still care for my Ex boyfriend. He is the one who pushed me away.(For drinking,or another woman)
I wish to god I could just forget him,but it's so hard. We were like best friends for a long time.
Oh well. Someday I hope to have a clear head when it comes to this.
I love this place,and though I don't know you all personally,I love you as well.