It's kind of personal,but I've already poured half of my heart into this forum,another reason is why I'm staying is because he is my first.
Oh boy - here comes the maternal instinct. look out!
Those emotions alone are so powerful, and it should be a special time for you.
But unfortunately your love is wasted on someone who may never be able to appreciate it or you.
Don't give up your life trying to fix him.
But you deserve better!!