I want to thank all of you for your kind words of comfort and encouragement. I have been mourning the loss of my son on one level, but i realize that the mere fact that he is still breathing somewhere in this world is an amazing gift and i am so thankful for that. It does put me in mind of all the mothers who have lost their children, several just since i have joined this forum. My prayers go out to all of you. It is an indication of your strength and compassion that you would take the time to respond to me in this situation.