faith
It is perfectly normal to MOURN the loss of your son, but thankfully it will be temporary.
Your hopes and dreams for him shattered.
May this be the setting your boy uses to learn the lessons needed to
move him beyond his current lifestyle.
My friend's son was in and out of jails and prisons until he was 38. At age 40 he is doing well. Our sons got derailed by drugs. Some find their way back.
My son didn't make it. Keep the faith that your son will.