Im right there with you. I lost my job in the beginning of June....economy sucks. Husband with Ford Lincoln Mercury for 20yrs....laid off in Oct.
We both had stressful positions... it was ugly sometimes.
I started drinking extremely heavy after he lost his job. I hit rock bottom, but, with his support, Im making my way back up. Soon to be three months sober for me, I find peace right now. Yes money is tight but we are hanging in there. For now it is one day at a time and I am enjoying every sober one of them. Try to look at all the good things around you. Focus on the positives. That is what we are doing and its working. Both of us are happier than we have been in a long time.
I wish you the best of luck.