Hey Austingirl,
I think its great you are done, and we are all here to support you. You are doing a very brave thing.
How long have you been addicted? Do you have any support? I don't know much about hydrocordone, but at least with alcohol we say the worst day sober is better than the best day drunk.
Rechin out to the SR community is a good start...I'm sending positive thoughts your way!