Thank you so much. You guys save me every time and I don't know where I'd be if I hadn't found this website. Probably back in the arms of someone who's too broken to love me the right way. I'm in tears because the truth hurts, but it is still truth and I will find acceptance one day, hopefully soon, but I know healing takes time. I take a few steps forward then feel pushed backwards. I have to let go of my anger and continue to pray for this man, regardless of the evil inside of him, I Have to pray for God to take it away. He may never change, but there is always hope. On the other hand it isn't the kind of hope that is going to leave me waiting around defenseless for this change.