(((Katie))) Keep that perspective going...It is really hard to hear the begging and pleading and promises and I think your decision not to see it in person is a healthy one. As Ann said, helping him avoid facing the consequences just helps him find a way to avoid reality and go back to using.
((((Jen))) Good for you! Prayers that the opportunity you seek is right around the corner. You sound strong in your desire to change...an excellent first step!