Back here after over 2 years
I joined SR in 2008 and got a lot of support here for my addiction. I used to abuse Tramadol and Vicodin. I went to rehab and relapsed about 4 months later on amphetamines. I have been in detox two times (baker acted) for stimulant psychosis not a fun thing to be diagnosed with.
I still have daily cravings and they are very strong. I have to be careful now though. Very careful. One more relapse I lose my house, my 6 year old daughter and my husband.
This is a wicked disease and I hate having it..