BrokenChains, when I get those adderall cravings; I get them daily; I just tell myself this is my disease talking; it's not really me. I try to do the exercise thing, eat right, all the things they tell you to do; but they aren't the ones with the deadly disease we have; some maybe??Sometimes I do feel like giving up.. I can't imagine myself never using adderall again.. I am going to have to make a big effort though. They say your addictions (DOC) can change; mine have.
I went from Alcohol, to benzos, to tramadol, to Vicodin, now adderall. It's like what's next??
You made a great step by posting here, it can help a lot.
BTW- my dr gave me 60 -30mg tabs of Adderall every month, and one 20mg. script every month. The insurance even approved that high of a dose; I was shocked.
When I went to the pharmacy to pick up my pills everyone looked at the way I looked (I didn't take care of myself). I hate the person I became on Adderall yet I abused it anyway.