Hello to all! I am on day 1. I am 37 yrs old and have been drinkig for 25 years. I quit twice when i was prego with my 2 babies (very tough!). I have noticed ive been drinking more and more lately...about daily a few some days and othrs a upwards from 10. I am also 104 lbs.
Not good. Ive also been getting super sick, calling into work, very depressed and guilt ridden. I have a loving husband who is on his way out if i dont stop...He doesnt get the addicting part of this disease. I have been throwing up all day and crying my eyes out. I want to stop...like NOW.. Its not fun anymore..its scarey because its more like i NEED it than WANT it. SCAREY. I need support and kind and caring words! PLEASE HELP