Ladyamalthea: Thank you. I am SO angry at him. Probably more angry than I have ever been at anyone, because of the hurt.
hello-kitty: It's hard for me because I AM a codependant. I feel like I NEED to fix him, or my life just won't be right. But i'm not fixing him... it's not working. Thank you for your words.
Tam: Thank you. Somewhere in me, I know that is true. I'm digging to find that I need to move on and someday i'll find someone better.