Sitting on the fence.
Some of you may have read my posts, and if you remember me... I think you would say a lot has changed. I hope that's a good thing. Anway to sum up my story...
I've been with my boyfriend for almost two years and he has only been clean from Oxy maybe a week and a half. I'm only 18. In my last post I was defending him and our relationship. That is so messed up :[ This isn't right. I don't feel right. I am so unhappy. I don't know what is going on with him. I haven't seen him in about 5 days, but we have talked a little and made plans. but once it is time to go through with our plans, i can't get ahold of him. He blames it on his phone not working.
I want to feel OKAY. I want to move on, but I don't know how. I don't want an addict in my life who is going to hurt me over and over and over again. Like he has. Help.