I blew so much money on alcohol, easily $100 a week and sometimes much more. It was so bad that I was always behind on bills, and just learned to live that way like it was normal or something. Now I'm learning to be more responsible with my money, but there's a lot of financial wreckage from my drinking past that still needs to be dealt with. So I'm not looking forward to that, but I am thankful that I'm in a place now where I can start to take care of it.