dinamic,
i so understand how you are feeling right now.. the good thing is that you have (are ) reaching out... or you would not of gotton on this site and posted... as i no its not feeling as thou anything is good at this point...but really that is a great thing you have done..... please stay on and read and talk more if you are able to..... sometimes for me.. its just getting threw certain moments...
i could not idetifi the moments at the time...but most of them were like these.. and they dont last as long as i thought they would....
i believe its so important to talk.. talk... call someone...get to meetings... keep talking on here....
i hope to here more from you.. if you would like to chat let me know i will pm you
Jen