Eghad.... I should be leaving in five minutes, and I'm getting cold feet!!! So many what-ifs are going through my mind right now...
I know I need to do this. If nothing else, I need to find out whether or not we're ready to grow back together. But being around my dad is not going to be easy...
And I realize I could have it so much worse right now. Reading other people's threads is a constant reminder that I have a lot to be thankful for. So please don't read this and think I don't know that it could be a lot worse. But that doesn't make me any less nervous.
See you guys later this afternoon or tonight...