For a really long time I was that race car without breaks, then I started getting sick in the am, would have the nights leftovers to get me going in the morning. 11 days ago I was trying to start my evenings drinking, felt sick as a dog from previous day, and I just couldn't make myself drink anymore. Poured a 1.5 liter bottle of wine down the drain, God it felt good! Good luck Eddie! Sending positive thoughts your way!