Hello Seeker,
It is great that you are taking good care of yourself. It really makes a difference, when we feel physically better,too. Endorphins get busy, and do their good stuff.
I am sorry that the break up has been confusing for you, too. It must be even more so, when someone has the mental issues that complicate things. You are right tho- she is responsible for taking her meds, and if she does not, life may be harder for her, all around.
You just keep taking care of yourself, and things will fall into place. good luck with your new job! it is so good to have a job, for sure!
hope tomorrow is bright for you, and that it brings more good things.