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Old 07-21-2010, 03:14 AM
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cissybug
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thanks and yes i have gone to NA before and need to get right back into all of it... not sure what smart is thou?? i guess its the 1st few weeks that is the hardest...getting threw the withdraws... then i think doing something i never really have done and that is getting to no me...... i no i need to get into a detox...my mind is not strong enough to go threw that alone...and with out medical help....some think that makes me weak...but i have tryed so many times and the addiction always wins... then of course when i use i feel worse then when i started....i think i need detox and some place to learn to live again and who i really am.... i am sick over this and sick of hurting the people i love... and of course myself.....
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Jen
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