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whattodo28 I did go to an Al-anon meeting and though AH can always lie about a drinking if he was ever drunk in front of me it is over. I found the people in Al-anon were still living with drinkers and to see the sadness/dred/and lack of self worth made me really sad and I will not let me self to sink to that sadness.
Okay then. It sounds to me like you have pretty much made up your mind and, at this point, are just going through the motions. It doesn't sound like you really want to stay with this man, so, why put it off until December?