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Old 07-11-2010, 02:26 PM
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missb89
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Yeah I told him he would have to be sober in order to see her, and he agreed which isn't that hard because he could go days, even weeks without drinking sometimes under my nagging. I told him he could see her for just a little while but I'm thinking that I may have to tell him it can't happen. I don't know why he's trying to hook me back in, he has his momma to take care of him now, what does he need me for? He can't really love me, can he? I am fighting myself every second of these past few days not to cave in. I wonder if I'm giving up on him. Would the right thing to do be to have stayed with him through his sickness if I really loved him and wait to see if he would find recovery. I can't stop thinking about him, it's obsessive, and I keep waiting for the phone to ring.
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