We have already decided that I am a codie of the first degree...if they gave belts for degree of codie stupidity, I would have a black belt for sure. I know my A daughter well, I have watched her operate for 24 years now. She has a wonderful pattern of behavior where young men are concerned...she dumps on them after a week or two, or if the relationship becomes half way serious (about 6 have) then she always manages to sabortage everything, on purpose. Right now she is depressed because several of her "old standbys" that she always turns to when nothing else is available, actually are otherwise occupied with relationships of thier own. Now I know all this...and like a rookie codie (stupid and unaware of the codie routine) I feel really sorry for her. She is actually controlling my moods...she is happy, I am happy. How sick for me. Tomorrow or the next day she will be on to something else and I will have wasted my time and sorrow for nothing..why if I know all this, do I still react this way. As I said, am I stupid or just hopeless. Her love life is none of my business. She involves me by confiding in me because she has no girlfriends. If she doesn't learn to change her pattern of behavior she will never find anyone as a mate...she will end up living with us forever. And I guess I will always be the stupid codie mother who cares about ridiculous things...I just hate to see her sad and upset...even though she brings it on herself. Slap me, do something to make me stop this behavior...I know it is stupid...I feel better about things now...just having written down how stupid all these codie feelings are. Guess I just needed to vent and talk my way out of this...I think I am fine now...but before i decided to just write on my salvation board...I was flailing around like a fish out of water. I hope i get better at this detachement thing. I guess I can only improve since i have to be at the bottom of the class right now. Thanks for listening to me again. I do feel better about things now, I think.