Thank you,Anvil.
It just feels like a slap in the face,and a kick in the heart to think that he used me. He even wasted his time in having me meet his family. I read your other post on codependancy,and I see those things in me. I am going to focus on that. I just have a feeling once I am happy with myself,that he will be back. The question is:Will I be willing to let him back in my life?