Thank you all for the greetings and the support. I'm glad I joined,because I DO realize I'm not alone in this. I'm having such a rough time in NOT contacted him. He became my best friend,and not talking to him at all is rough. Maybe I should crack first and write him? Or do I wait for him?
I will definitely make sure to read more on the site,and post on the forum.
Thank you all so much.