He didnt drink last night.
This has nothing to do with the price of tea in china OR you. Your happiness, peace and serenity should not be determined by whether or not another human being stays sober.
expectations = resentments
It's a precarious existence.
So many of us have been through the cycle that you are in. It's difficult for me to watch. Like a train wreck. I know people learn when they are ready. I need to let go :-) Codependent traits I guess.
I hope you get everything you want. I really do.