Originally Posted by
mercurial me 
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I look around my house/property and see all of the huge projects I've got done while I was drinking that required a lot of tough/heavy manual labour.
Wow, I thought I was the ONLY one. I used to work all day really hard while pounding beers. I could work my butt off with manual labor if i just kept the beers flowing. I would work and work and work and get stuff done. I think the beers did give me energy and keep me going. Now 7 days sober, I can't even find the energy to clean inside.
So I hear you and understand your question 110%. I just don't have an answer for either of us.
