thanks. you guys are aweseome.
**formerbeerlover, if you don't mind me asking... what was the straw that borke the camels back for you? what was your motivation?
**cheesegrits, yes!! yes!! yes!! there is another person inside! i can see her in my minds eye, and every once in awhile i see her in the mirror. i thnk focusing on my training is going to be what saves me.
luckily my husband does not drink. well, on occasion he does but i have only seen him drunk twice in the ten years we have been together.